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Music plays quite an important role in my life. It help sets my mood, soothes my soul, perks me up & what nots. But I usually listen to them when I am driving. Or when I don’t want to do anything and just relax on my bed listening to music/songs. That’s when the songs/music has an impact on me. Eventhough winamp may be playing some song when I am online or working on the computer, most of the time, it’s just a companion for the silence. I don’t really absorb them. I notice it’s only the two scenarios I described above that I really listen (or sing along with my croaky voice).

The wind blowing into the opened windows.
The road whizzing by only inches beneath my feet.
Calm traffic, barely, if any.
Cool breeze blowing through my hair.
I feel in control.
I direct and determine where I want to go, how I want to go.
A plus if the scenery provides soothing effects… palm trees swaying in the wind… abundant greens all round… the coastline not too far away from the distant… faint sound of the wave breaking onto shore…

I would love to go back to then…

Is it important?

Why are some mutual, while some more than what the eye can see?

Why do we need to keep it alive and if not, it breaks and fades away through time?

How is it that one is able to strike up an instant understanding, like they have known each other all their lives?

Can we live in solitary?

Take : I LURVE THE TRAFFIC AT 5AM in the morning!! Not to mention, love the feeling of blasting the radio and the feeling of cool crisp morning air blowing at my fat face hair(with my car window down)
Give: I miss my bed…

Take: Nasi Lemak in the morning… Yumm Yumm…
Give: As if I am not fat enough. Resist! Must Resist!

Take: Getting recognition and acknowledgement from peers/colleagues.
Give: More responsibilities and shoe shinning.

Take: Freedom of singlehood. Go anywhere, anytime I want with anybody.
Give: Hrm, loneliness does seep in sometimes

I can go on. But it’s usually the case. When I get the good of something, usually there’s a downside to it. Anywho, I try to be happy with what I Take though

Just when I thought things look rosy and I was heading towards the sunlight … *BOOM* something hit me back again. I suppose it’s my fault. I was complacent and took things for granted.

I am kinda tired though, of the battles that I had to go through. But battle on is what I have to do. The end of this is near. I will need to prevail. Wish me luck please!

What is there to say? I have been lazy. I can say that I have been busy but heck, if I put commitment into this, no matter how busy I would still be writing.

Things are beginning to look brighter now though. More stability, more hope. But then again, more responsibility too. It’s a blessing though. This responsibility somewhat “forces” me to be more hardworking… to strive for myself. Anyway, right down to the end the most important thing is that I am happy. And getting happier

Somewhat cryptic, this. But heck, just my thoughts.